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guess what guys?!? WINTER is here and you know what that means=CHRISTMAS BABBY! im so excited this year for some reason. my family said we may go visit our relatives in H-TOWN, texas but im not too excited about my cousins because they are spoiled wannabe gangsters LOL. i just need to get out of louisiana for awhile. YEPPERs, so far im invited to this x-mas party which i get to dress up formal, so SO excited hehe. anyways i've been trying to study for finals but too stress. i'm hoping to make some good grades toward my major. so far so good but finals will determine it all. after finals it will be time for moving out to a new room with my friend. sucks that we will not be able to know for sure til after the break. so you guys need to wish me luck for finals. adios!

ha,

     wow it's been awhile since i was here. i guess i've been influence by others through using myspace and also i was introduced to facebook. so now i'm in college, another step in life. im currently attending southeastern la university and it's great here because it's not too big or too freaking small. people may say it's small but shit wheni first got here it took me a whole day to actually tour and find my classes. i just can't believe im here because when i was younger, it seem to be forever to get to this level. im so0o still amazed how my life changed so much in one year. from relationship wise to school wise. i've learned that everything happens for a reason whether it's bad or good. i find that if something unforunate happens to you, something good will happen later. god all sudden i feel wierd writing this again. anwyays back to what i was saying, i felt beytray in many ways, but from that i learn to trust certain people. some people can act very cruel towards others and only worry about themselves. i wish people can look at themselves before talking about others. i feel like people butt in my business when they have no place. if you not a close friend of mine, get the fuck is what i mean. like i said, don't act like my friend if you are not. for some people, no matter how nice you were to them, they will eventually be azzholes for no damn reason. people like this need to get stuff straight before being so mean. all these dramas is not worth my time. im so glad to get out of that small city, where people have no life but to talk shit and MORE SHIT. it's just not that, another great advantage is college you get to explore and actually people that are real and not stupid. TO me, i feel like if i don't go to school, i have no life. lol i may sound like a nerd but oh well. but really im not a nerd because i tried really hard for my grades. i think nerds are like naturally smart lol. so people im really not smart lol. im about to ready for class in like 15 minutes. just few more sentences, hehe, well im so gladd the cold whether is coming, i have the feeling imm have a really good birthday and christmas this year. i love my life right now and everyone else around me lol. i learn not to stress easliy over stupid shit because i use to be like that and it got me no where. and agruing with useless people is really a WASTE of time. because i had an ex boyfriend of mine, actually left me to go back to his ex gf and blame me for messing with some other guy, the truth is he love someone else besides me. everyone even a blind person can see it but it's all good because he was a useless person. last thing was that he curse me THROUGH texting saying that i was childish and such and he didn't even relaize what he did. yeppers talking about childish but yeah thats all for today, i may update later today or whenever. i like this thing. love you guys whoever is nosey about my life. adios amigos!<3

it was a nice cooling breezing day...

several weeks has been very crazy..a week or two ago, my friend tried to hooked me up with this 24 years old guy..he was very nice and sexy..lol..but yet he has a kid..i didn't know that til a little bit later..all my friends basically objected because he is old and stuff...i first told s selected friends and they like ended telling everyone the whole school..i found that kind of fuck up so from now on everything in my life has nothing to do with them anymore..all my secrets are not to be told..i only can trust few of my friends..time slike this shows whois the stupid azz in the friendship..some was mad because i haven't got the chance to tell him and others was diappointed in me..i'm just mad because i want to tell people firts not my friends fucking stupud mouths..never agint they will hear anything from me thats for sure..reason they were disappointed in my because i went to visit that guy..i was with my friend from work and she is reliable but some may say, you can't always trust people around you..i admit i did do wrong...but yeah i'm not talking to this guy anymore..i just wonder to myself did i pass any chance thta might have been great for me..i'm just kind of confusing..i feel bad for rejecting that guy..but yeah..this been on my mind alot and my advisor friend told me to do what i want to do and not for others that tend to control my life..i need to but i don't want to loose my friend for stupid shit..

okk for halloween we did....

me and my friends went another friend's house and played a drinking game..it was so0o funny because it's the kind of game that you pick up and do what the card tells you to do..and there is a card that you have to make up a rule and bunch of people broke the rule and had to drink..lol a few of us kind got crazy drunk lol..i got kind of emotional that time because what's been happening..my friend ebby say i'ma drama queen lol..maybe it's true..but yeah it was a fine night but i felt a little lonely..that night i went full out and told few people that i felt liek they own me and eveything..some of guy friends get mad because i talk to other guys..it's bullshit because i'm not with them..i'm not the only who noticed it to and girlfriends sees it to..it's ashame!..anyways brent one of our friend basically made out with everyone..ughh!! lol..but yeah..i had fun..we had to walked aorund this big field for nothing liek 2 times...shit drunk azz people walking like big idiots..lol..

in school...

i recently recieved my report card..i was good with what i got for the firts nine week bu i hope to do better next nine week..in physics righ tnow i ave a "c" and i have no idea why..omg..i hate 2 of my computer classes  because it so0o hard to make up the points yo umess up in the computer class..make me so0o mad..

work...

has been very slow since the winter is coming soon...everyone is like dead lol...

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 5 MORE DAYS!!!! MY BALLIN 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahh i'm finally legally..it's oto bad people say i look so0o young for my age..is that a god or bad thing umm...i wanna go clubbing for birthday or something...it'll be so0o fun!

today was a rainy day...

i woke up middle of last night. thinking what happened because i was trying so hard to find my night light..yesh i'm kiddish..anyways i knew the electricity was cutt off due to the bad weather condition...some of my friends said they couldn't slepe but i slept pretty well but just only the light part lol..well i just got back from the game.sphs [us] won the game to st.martin.it was 74-21..oh yesh sphs is the beast lol.during the cheer, i was so0 hungry i had megan's mom get me some food..we let the junior varsity cheer in the 3rd quarter and went back on 4th. after the game we went to chinchibba [a haunted house suppposely]..it is on eof the lamest we been through..my first trips to "house of shock" and the 13th gate was the best..but not this one..so my fellows people don't go to it because it is a waste of money. Doode i have work tomorow which i don't want to go..but hten i have to mak emoney to go to my trips during my senior year..i need to go shopping son because it's driving me nuts not to have anything new to wear lol..i felt eager today thinking i may go shoppin gbut never happened because we had to go that stupid spook house..grrr waste of my MONEY!!!..umm today in school, it was very boring and slow..it is like none of the teachers was teaching..our school does not make sense because they made exams like beginning of the week instead end of the week.i mean like not many people will actually take their time to study like i did..i mean study like crazy espcially math..hehe..they should allow liek monday and tuesday to be review day and rest of the week to be testing week..next week will be another hetic week because it is consider to be "spirit week"..everyone will be dressin gup..the varisity cheerkeaders [including me] wil be cheering for the elementry kids..grrr CHEER CHEER..lol i feel like i have no life..work, cheer, sleep, internet...what else..i feel like i have no social life..grr..oh yesh my peeps i will son update my xanga if i can find a perfect layout..alright??..

reminder for this weekend:::-work on physics!!!!